I am terrified by this dark thing that sleeps in me.– Sylvia Plath (via 24ribs)
late night thinking
janicefabunan: I trust you. But at the same time, I tell myself I shouldn’t trust what you say wholeheartedly. Even though the things you say can make me really happy and give me some relief, I mean, people change all the time. You could change just like that. Basically, anything’s possible. I don’t know, just trying to be smart. Because I’m already too vulnerable of a person.
What the fuck did I do? I just fucked up whatever it was that we had. I don’t want to lose you, you’re who I turn to. But I don’t know if I want to be yours again. I just don’t know what the fuck is real, and that scares me. How the fuck am I suppose to know when to stay and when to leave?
thatonegypsy: you know what? this is all my fault. shouldn’t have ever let my guard down. shouldn’t have ever even thought about allowing myself to catch some feelings. thats okay doeee. guard up, feelings off. shit happens. whateves.